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[Sunday
June 18th
1:32pm ] |
so yet again i write in this thing after not writing for a long tie but ill recap
so since graduation ive moved to GA where i love it and couldnt ask for any mor right now
i do miss my family and friends back in btown but things change and for the better i think
i live with my cousin brittanie and her husband kenny who i both love with all my heart i couldnt ask for better rommies
ps our house is adorable including a puppy weinr dog and soon something else for my own pleasure!!
right now i visit btown for fathers day, moore like suprising him
it does feel good to kinda be back but at the same time feels completly weird and i feel like going home...
although ive been sherishing the moment i share with my sister i still couldnt ask for a better sister in this world, she would do anything for me, and thats mor then alot of other people could ask for!
im still single but dating like crazy i love it, its weird i alwyas say i want to settle down and find the one ill love forever, but at the same time i wanna have fun and go out and be free. why does this have to be the only thing i worry about? love
but other then that im loving life and enojoying every minute
hope everyon has a wonderful life and reach for your goals... you wont fail
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| why? |
[Thursday
April 13th
2:07pm ] |
honestly why?
why does god take the good children away?
i though by losing whitney i would never in a near future i wouold ever lose another friend.. byut then it happened
why?
i feel so different now a days i dont even know who i am anymore..
thanx to wayne he helped me clear a few things up about god and his choices.. itgs good to be able to talk to one of your ex boyfriends... he really is there for me when i still ned him!!
this weekend shall be depressing even though my dad is out of town and i should be living it up.. doent it doent lookt that way anymore..
i want someone in my life right now.. i feel like i need more o a companion then just all my friends who dont get me wrong i love and are ALWAYS THERE for me when i need them.. but i want something more... im open with my frids bt i want someone i can really deeply talk to... and trust but it just seems like there noone out there
jess im sorry for bitching at you i love you
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[Thursday
March 30th
10:01am ] |
WOW
so i havent written in this thing in LIKE forever
things have changed ALOT
with myself and friends family and everything else
i love all my friends!!! who ever thought y ex's ex would be one of my best friends, i love it, the new crew is the best and so mmuch fun
and now i ACTUALLY feel equal with them, and not the 3rd wheel or just the one who everone step upon!!
i thought it was interesting that allison wrote me a couple messages on my space and then levaing me pic comments, saying how she misses me and loves me... b ullshit if you honestly felt that way dont you think you could have maybe called telling me how you felt, and no offense but i still would become friends with y ou guys anymore, im dont with all the high school bullshit drama, we fight more then we have fun, and thats lame, friends shouldnt act or TREAT the people they "love" the way they do... trash talking behind everyones back, backstabing, its kind of ridiculous,
im so happy and stress free now its amazing
and things really do happen for a reason
going to a different school and getting away from pretty much the worst school ever is awsome,
dont get me wrong i miss a ton of people from there, there really is some geniouly good people there, few but there are some.. who havent xchanged at all since ive known them in middle school..
so much has been going on its crazy..
spring break was the best ive never had so much fun... and with the most amazing people!! love you all
ive changed into someone ive never thought could be possible
a confident, happy person ,
just because im not skinny doesnt mean i dont have a lot to offer
im single, but on and off with mr. randy jay meyer!!<3
he's moved to fl , daytona, but maybe soon moving to sarasota to be closer to me!! and im so excited!!
other then that i finally got out what ive had to say
im sorry if anyone feelings were hurt or any is mad, but honestly could care less, im done.
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[Friday
January 6th
1:37pm ] |
soo i wasent done haha
damn girl wanted to know this damn proxy
its kinda hott in hurr'
im not excited tohang with nick tonight
the other day i went with him to take his cuz to the airport... such a good ride got to talk alot abotu things, it was good
wtf where has chelsea been OMG going to the club nigga CHEDLSEA ME ALLISON EYLSE club?? lets go cracka
i feel like writing more but i duno goodbye
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[Friday
January 6th
1:27pm ] |
no wonder i skiped am govt all last semester these moveies are the shitiest movies ive ever seen i think me and 3 o ther people are the only ones awake right n ow its pretty funni!
wow i havent written in this thing in forever so i guess ill cath u up
me and nick are most likely getting back together
ther is a new boy who ive got my eye on kinda, i never see him i got switched out of his class DAMMIT sohott, wat i cant look ...and be friends....
but no really nick has changed so much and for the better, he's so cute
PS jason is having party tonight wannajoin? call me
yes i got transferred to the ellenton mall now, i was hoping i wasent going to find another job thank god..
things are becoming good,
why do people have to say something to me about someone i still love and make it look like he loves me too, may have been joking but who knows, im over him and his ways
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| i hear bells!! |
[Wednesday
December 14th
3:36pm ] |
SO THE X MAS SEANSON IS HERE,
and ive got all my shopping dont thank god, now my pay checks can be spend on myself , hich im needing, cuase i need clothes despritely!!!
some weird kid keeps talking to me int he office, weird as hell,
i cant wait for friday, only one class to go to , and i gt out of school at like 10 30 or so, so great!!!!!
i love my work, and its funni cause everyone thinks i would have quit by now
i think im gunna apply at hooters today!
i cant wait for georgia!! thnigs have been going well
eace and love
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| wow im nice as fuck |
[Friday
December 9th
1:16pm ] |
so why should i be nice to someone who has been nothng but a cock fucker dick?
so he call sme yesterday as if nothing has ever happened asking me if my dad hated him, becuase his dumbass self got into an accident, and he need a favor going to my dads shop, of corse im nice as hell like usual, me being the bigger person, i wish i could have made one comment though, or answered, "who is this" ugh i hate him
ps i have these fucking lap tops , although i love them because i dont do ne thing in class but play with them ..
i feel l ike shizz
i want to hang with my friends tonight and go to rashers, i love it there
i have to ucking work at 10 in the morning but oh well, i guess ill be hung over.. haha
i wnt to change my nose ring but i know ishouldnt but i hat this one..
umm i need another job so if ne one knows of ne? LET ME KNOW
thank you
love and peace
bitches and hoes
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[Thursday
December 8th
3:34pm ] |
bliss..
um yea things have been going good
i miss my sheri so much already, i miss our everyday hang outs everything
i cant wait till x mas break..
this weekend i cant wait for...
i love you girl
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| yay and na |
[Monday
December 5th
2:48pm ] |
so this weekend was awsome
felt like old times for sure
i love you girls, you honestly mean the world to me and im so glad we spent so much time with each other this weekend!!
on the other side, i want to beat her ass, and many of you know who im talking about, wat a perfect none drama year till she had to say something out of her anoying junoir yoice, no affense to underclassmen but shes stupid
enough of that, sheri leaves me wednesday and im so sad, im gunna mmiss her, thank god she comes back after high school ends, JOY
its kinda weird, i dont have a crush i dnt like ne one, im just having fun and i like it, im gunna let the fellas come to me, even though i know nothing will, i hate it, why dont guys like me, wat is honestly wrong
im gunna start working out again and dieting, i dont want to be like this ne more, good bye to me
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[Friday
December 2nd
1:38pm ] |
so im so fucking excited for today!
the end...
kinda NOT
okay so brittant Z thinks she can over talk me well she has another thing comming, even though i broke up with him, sill doesnt matgter, she still called and then went to breakfast with him, KNOWING i was going out with him, she'd fucking stupid..and on crack
so im stuck in a tiffer taft
i like someone new.. but i want to be single for now
OMG tonight with "THE GROUP" still so excited gettin wasted oh yea like old times gunne be greaT. but not when i gotta go to work the nest morning
good bye
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| oh man |
[Wednesday
November 30th
1:37pm ] |
so ive been working like im someones bitch, which is cool ill have money but not cool, when your best friend is leaving for louisiana, and you really wanna hang with your other best friends, and boyfriend all at the samew time
so i dont know if chelsea wants me at her birthday, just cause she hasent called me back or ne thing and i dont know whats going on with her party n e ways
this is sheri's last weekend here and im so sad,
i finally found the friends ive been looking for at manatee and the best one is leaving me, i hate it, but she will return after this year which mskes me happy
i cant wait for x mas
i cant wait to gradute, and ims o happy i have ojt next semester!!! YAY
um really board in class right now
i want it to be cold out
random thoughts
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[Wednesday
November 23rd
10:57am ] |
ok so im in a pretty much bad mood
i dont know why
someone took my keys last night while iwas working, or they either ran away... so i missed my moms thanksgiving early thing, becuase i wouldnt see her,
im ignoring him, which puts ideas in my head and thoughts are bad
thanx for inviting me last night, you knew i wasent going to school today...
ive been sleeping,
i hate school
i want to hang out with those i havent in a long time, but i feel they dont,,,
why am i in this mood?
i need something..
and i miss something...
crying..:(
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[Tuesday
November 22nd
4:36pm ] |
ok so i have a sweet boyfriend, who would do ne thing for me, and yet i feel bad, because i still love someone else, and i dont think its fair, although he;s moved on, and doesnt have a feeling in the world for me, i still dont know how exactly how i feel
other then that yesterday was fun me and renee made home made rice krispie treats, and ate pizza with sheri and watche the notebook , that has tp be th best mvie EVER
then we spent the night at the house renee is watching, fun stuff, i fell alseep early though
today hanging out with renee for a little then hanging out with shawn,
im so bummed i didnt get to hang out with him all this past weekend,
and he leaves tomo for 5 days to virginia, so blowed
im so excited for wednesday though, livingstons and rashers all in one night with all the girls im so excited
"THE GROUP": we gotta GOTTA hang out this week/weekend, miss you
PS no school tomo, at least for me!! ha
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| WOW yet again |
[Sunday
November 20th
8:11pm ] |
so this weekend was south wind and i have to say ive never felt so close to god then i ever had
it really meant alot to me and i learned so much, and what more i want with him, it was awsome plus all the awsome people i meet and hung out with <3 you guys
other then that i had an awsome weekend, canoing, HUGE like adventure island type slide!!, mud fights, good stuff
but i was so ready to come home today , and see my nay, and my BOYFRIEND
yea, he asked me out , on saturday, so happy <333333
everything is awsome
UM DEFF hanging out with "the group" this week..end...hopefully..:)
but i must go homework, UGH
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| SO EXCITED |
[Friday
November 18th
2:59pm ] |
so today did just about nothing woke up took a shower then went to sheri's to sleep
woke up went to BK and then to the beach to meet up with lawrence, and his friends from Louisiana!
then we went to the school to suprise my babe and so sheri could her her boy!!
then we left and packed for our big adventure this weekend
im so excited
im even more excited to come back, shawn has somthing "to ask me" SOOO EXCIUTED
so last night he came to the mall for my 30 min break so cute
so now were just waiting to leave to go
i love not having school!
love love love
PS CHELSEA AND BROOKE so good seeing you girls ive missed you 2!!!
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[Thursday
November 17th
5:04am ] |
so yesterday was a blast
after school, went to taco bell with renee,
then we meet up with shuri and her mom to go to the beach to get pictures taken so fun, still the lady fell on some rocks and like almost broke her camera,
then we all went back to sheri's and got ready for the rest of the day,
going to the bank
then got sheri and i's nose pierced yes we both cried it hurt like a bitch worse then getting a tatto i think...oh well it was worth it
although my dad still hasent seen it..
then went back to sheri , and then went to the constantino , then back to sheri's after picking jake up,
then he <3 came over for a little becuase he wanted to see me!! so cute, me likey!!!!
then we all went to YL so fun yet again!!!
then got home and talked to him <3 "i love being around you" aaahhhhh joy
i miss my LW friends
SOUTHWIND THIS WEEKEND!! SO FUCKING EXCITED
sitting in tv , dont feel like anchoring...
but im guess im out for now!!
PEACE AND LOVE
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| love love love |
[Wednesday
November 16th
6:43am ] |
so yesterday was fun fun fun
after school, went to pic up pics from walmart so fucking funni!!
then i went to shuri's to hang with her and jake, and we ordered pizza and shiz, and just h un gout and watched harry potter!!! so much fun
then later renee came over and we all chilled,.
then me and renee went to shawns hocky game so much fun we were amused very much soo!!!
then renee left after the game and i stayed with shawn and hung out, so wonderful!! ugh i like him <3
after that i went home, and went to bed and he left me the cutest message EVER!!
so today is gunna ROCK
after schoo me and nee, leave to go to the beach to do pictures with sheri.
then were going to get our nose's perced,
and then going to young life!!! yaya im so excited for our eventfull day!!
this is going to be fun!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
love everyone
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| AWWW |
[Tuesday
November 15th
10:15am ] |
so yea im sittin nest to shawn in class, and i feel kinda weird cause jeremy is in the same class but oh well fuck him im over his bullshit and immaturity
so shawn leaves for ojt at 12, and class didnt get out till later today so he left calss early so i "went to the bathroom" and walked him to his car, so cute, we hugged and then WE KISSED!!!! omg so fucking happy right now i think i could write forever,,,
i just hope this feeling doesnt go away!
AND MIGHT be getting the nose done OH YEA so excited!!
must fly
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| love love love |
[Tuesday
November 15th
5:18am ] |
so yesterday after school sheri and i went to taco bell , i swear its my second home, the manager knows all of our orders by heart, and yes he even paid for us yesterday so nice... love
then i went home and took a nap...
got up and sheri and jake came over and we braided his very long blond hair, so funni , and you know how when someone plays with your you wanna fall asleep yes he fell asleep..so cute
then shawn came over to pick me up to go out to eat...
so nice, just talked and ate, it was awsome.. then we came back to my house and sat on my porch and watched laguna, and talked, it was the best ever, we talked about even personal things, it was awsome
then he left, and he called when he got home, and then the usualt texting for 30 min even after we get off the phone, im so happy
he's so cute, and he is bringing me breakfast to school yay!!!
so today going to his hocky game, fun and then i dunno taco bell? haha
this whole week is going to be awsome i can feel it..
love love love
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[Monday
November 14th
5:48am ] |
ok so this weekend was pretty mmuch awsome
thursday went to rashers with the crew, so mmuch fun, i dont think anyone could have gotten drunker, haha good times
then friday chilled and re coperated, then went to the game then went home
saturday had to wake up early as hell tto go to work by 8 , after that went to the beach with the ladies, so fun!!! then we got ready and went to rye,, and then came home and got ready for the mr sugar came show!! so much fun!! your my boy blue GO SHAWN BAILEY my boy got 4th <3
then we went to the pimps and heos party which was pretty lame but i suprisingly saw gen, cait, and all them ther which was random but awsome, GEN haha good shit
then we traveled to sirena;s good times,
one thing i kinda hate, people who dont know me know me as the girl on the news so fucking annoying...
omg so fucking happy talked to chelsea which brigtned my day even more, i love you girls and miss you and i cant wait till we hang again!!
<3SB, best conversations, but is this going to be another to good to be true?? i hope not.. so i talked to him till 11 awsome and good stuff...
other then that, things are good
things are GREAT
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