Hearts And Kisses

heartsnkisses @ 2006-06-18T13:32:00

2006-06-18T17:37:12Z

so yet again i write in this thing after not writing for a long tie but ill recap

so since graduation ive moved to GA where i love it and couldnt ask for any mor right now

i do miss my family and friends back in btown but things change and for the better i think

i live with my cousin brittanie and her husband kenny who i both love with all my heart i couldnt ask for better rommies

ps our house is adorable including a puppy weinr dog and soon something else for my own pleasure!!

right now i visit btown for fathers day, moore like suprising him

it does feel good to kinda be back but at the same time feels completly weird and i feel like going home...

although ive been sherishing the moment i share with my sister i still couldnt ask for a better sister in this world, she would do anything for me, and thats mor then alot of other people could ask for!

im still single but dating like crazy i love it, its weird i alwyas say i want to settle down and find the one ill love forever, but at the same time i wanna have fun and go out and be free. why does this have to be the only thing i worry about? love

but other then that im loving life and enojoying every minute

hope everyon has a wonderful life and reach for your goals... you wont fail

why?

2006-04-13T14:12:10Z

honestly why?

why does god take the good children away?
i though by losing whitney i would never in a near future i wouold ever lose another friend.. byut then it happened

why?

i feel so different now a days i dont even know who i am anymore..

thanx to wayne he helped me clear a few things up about god and his choices.. itgs good to be able to talk to one of your ex boyfriends... he really is there for me when i still ned him!!

this weekend shall be depressing even though my dad is out of town and i should be living it up.. doent it doent lookt that way anymore..

i want someone in my life right now.. i feel like i need more o a companion then just all my friends who dont get me wrong i love and are ALWAYS THERE for me when i need them.. but i want something more... im open with my frids bt i want someone i can really deeply talk to... and trust but it just seems like there noone out there

jess im sorry for bitching at you i love you

heartsnkisses @ 2006-03-30T10:01:00

2006-03-30T15:11:25Z

WOW

so i havent written in this thing in LIKE forever

things have changed ALOT

with myself and friends family and everything else

i love all my friends!!! who ever thought y ex's ex would be one of my best friends, i love it, the new crew is the best and so mmuch fun

and now i ACTUALLY feel equal with them, and not the 3rd wheel or just the one who everone step upon!!

i thought it was interesting that allison wrote me a couple messages on my space and then levaing me pic comments, saying how she misses me and loves me... b ullshit if you honestly felt that way dont you think you could have maybe called telling me how you felt, and no offense but i still would become friends with y ou guys anymore, im dont with all the high school bullshit drama, we fight more then we have fun, and thats lame, friends shouldnt act or TREAT the people they "love" the way they do... trash talking behind everyones back, backstabing, its kind of ridiculous,

im so happy and stress free now its amazing

and things really do happen for a reason

going to a different school and getting away from pretty much the worst school ever is awsome,

dont get me wrong i miss a ton of people from there, there really is some geniouly good people there, few but there are some.. who havent xchanged at all since ive known them in middle school..

so much has been going on its crazy..

spring break was the best ive never had so much fun... and with the most amazing people!! love you all

ive changed into someone ive never thought could be possible

a confident, happy person ,

just because im not skinny doesnt mean i dont have a lot to offer

im single, but on and off with mr. randy jay meyer!!<3
he's moved to fl , daytona, but maybe soon moving to sarasota to be closer to me!! and im so excited!!

other then that i finally got out what ive had to say

im sorry if anyone feelings were hurt or any is mad, but honestly could care less, im done.

heartsnkisses @ 2006-01-06T13:37:00

2006-01-06T13:42:36Z

soo i wasent done haha
damn girl wanted to know this damn proxy

its kinda hott in hurr'

im not excited tohang with nick tonight

the other day i went with him to take his cuz to the airport... such a good ride got to talk alot abotu things, it was good

wtf where has chelsea been OMG going to the club nigga CHEDLSEA ME ALLISON EYLSE club?? lets go cracka

i feel like writing more but i duno goodbye

wow

2006-01-06T13:32:01Z

no wonder i skiped am govt all last semester these moveies are the shitiest movies ive ever seen i think me and 3 o ther people are the only ones awake right n ow its pretty funni!

wow i havent written in this thing in forever so i guess ill cath u up

me and nick are most likely getting back together

ther is a new boy who ive got my eye on kinda, i never see him i got switched out of his class DAMMIT sohott, wat i cant look ...and be friends....

but no really nick has changed so much and for the better, he's so cute

PS jason is having party tonight wannajoin? call me

yes i got transferred to the ellenton mall now, i was hoping i wasent going to find another job thank god..

things are becoming good,

why do people have to say something to me about someone i still love and make it look like he loves me too, may have been joking but who knows, im over him and his ways

i hear bells!!

2005-12-14T15:41:42Z

SO THE X MAS SEANSON IS HERE,

and ive got all my shopping dont thank god, now my pay checks can be spend on myself , hich im needing, cuase i need clothes despritely!!!

some weird kid keeps talking to me int he office, weird as hell,

i cant wait for friday, only one class to go to , and i gt out of school at like 10 30 or so, so great!!!!!

i love my work, and its funni cause everyone thinks i would have quit by now

i think im gunna apply at hooters today!

i cant wait for georgia!! thnigs have been going well

eace and love

wow im nice as fuck

2005-12-09T13:21:16Z

so why should i be nice to someone who has been nothng but a cock fucker dick?
so he call sme yesterday as if nothing has ever happened asking me if my dad hated him, becuase his dumbass self got into an accident, and he need a favor going to my dads shop, of corse im nice as hell like usual, me being the bigger person, i wish i could have made one comment though, or answered, "who is this" ugh i hate him

ps i have these fucking lap tops , although i love them because i dont do ne thing in class but play with them ..

i feel l ike shizz

i want to hang with my friends tonight and go to rashers, i love it there

i have to ucking work at 10 in the morning but oh well, i guess ill be hung over.. haha

i wnt to change my nose ring but i know ishouldnt but i hat this one..

umm i need another job so if ne one knows of ne? LET ME KNOW

thank you
love and peace
bitches and hoes

heartsnkisses @ 2005-12-08T15:34:00

2005-12-08T15:36:04Z

bliss..

um yea things have been going good

i miss my sheri so much already, i miss our everyday hang outs everything

i cant wait till x mas break..

this weekend i cant wait for...

i love you girl

yay and na

2005-12-05T14:51:34Z

so this weekend was awsome

felt like old times for sure

i love you girls, you honestly mean the world to me and im so glad we spent so much time with each other this weekend!!

on the other side, i want to beat her ass, and many of you know who im talking about, wat a perfect none drama year till she had to say something out of her anoying junoir yoice, no affense to underclassmen but shes stupid

enough of that, sheri leaves me wednesday and im so sad, im gunna mmiss her, thank god she comes back after high school ends, JOY

its kinda weird, i dont have a crush i dnt like ne one, im just having fun and i like it, im gunna let the fellas come to me, even though i know nothing will, i hate it, why dont guys like me, wat is honestly wrong

im gunna start working out again and dieting, i dont want to be like this ne more, good bye to me

heartsnkisses @ 2005-12-02T13:38:00

2005-12-02T13:41:10Z

so im so fucking excited for today!

the end...

kinda NOT

okay so brittant Z thinks she can over talk me well she has another thing comming, even though i broke up with him, sill doesnt matgter, she still called and then went to breakfast with him, KNOWING i was going out with him, she'd fucking stupid..and on crack

so im stuck in a tiffer taft

i like someone new.. but i want to be single for now

OMG tonight with "THE GROUP" still so excited gettin wasted oh yea like old times gunne be greaT. but not when i gotta go to work the nest morning

good bye

oh man

2005-11-30T14:00:06Z

so ive been working like im someones bitch, which is cool ill have money but not cool, when your best friend is leaving for louisiana, and you really wanna hang with your other best friends, and boyfriend all at the samew time

so i dont know if chelsea wants me at her birthday, just cause she hasent called me back or ne thing and i dont know whats going on with her party n e ways

this is sheri's last weekend here and im so sad,

i finally found the friends ive been looking for at manatee and the best one is leaving me, i hate it, but she will return after this year which mskes me happy

i cant wait for x mas

i cant wait to gradute, and ims o happy i have ojt next semester!!! YAY

um really board in class right now

i want it to be cold out

random thoughts

heartsnkisses @ 2005-11-23T10:57:00

2005-11-23T15:59:42Z

ok so im in a pretty much bad mood

i dont know why

someone took my keys last night while iwas working, or they either ran away... so i missed my moms thanksgiving early thing, becuase i wouldnt see her,

im ignoring him, which puts ideas in my head and thoughts are bad

thanx for inviting me last night, you knew i wasent going to school today...

ive been sleeping,

i hate school

i want to hang out with those i havent in a long time, but i feel they dont,,,

why am i in this mood?

i need something..

and i miss something...

crying..:(

SO CONFUSED

2005-11-22T16:42:46Z

ok so i have a sweet boyfriend, who would do ne thing for me, and yet i feel bad, because i still love someone else, and i dont think its fair, although he;s moved on, and doesnt have a feeling in the world for me, i still dont know how exactly how i feel

other then that yesterday was fun me and renee made home made rice krispie treats, and ate pizza with sheri and watche the notebook , that has tp be th best mvie EVER

then we spent the night at the house renee is watching, fun stuff, i fell alseep early though

today hanging out with renee for a little then hanging out with shawn,

im so bummed i didnt get to hang out with him all this past weekend,

and he leaves tomo for 5 days to virginia, so blowed

im so excited for wednesday though, livingstons and rashers all in one night with all the girls im so excited

"THE GROUP": we gotta GOTTA hang out this week/weekend, miss you

PS no school tomo, at least for me!! ha

WOW yet again

2005-11-21T01:14:33Z

so this weekend was south wind and i have to say ive never felt so close to god then i ever had

it really meant alot to me and i learned so much, and what more i want with him, it was awsome plus all the awsome people i meet and hung out with <3 you guys

other then that i had an awsome weekend, canoing, HUGE like adventure island type slide!!, mud fights, good stuff

but i was so ready to come home today , and see my nay, and my BOYFRIEND

yea, he asked me out , on saturday, so happy <333333

everything is awsome

UM DEFF hanging out with "the group" this week..end...hopefully..:)

but i must go homework, UGH

SO EXCITED

2005-11-18T20:02:08Z

so today did just about nothing woke up took a shower then went to sheri's to sleep

woke up went to BK and then to the beach to meet up with lawrence, and his friends from Louisiana!

then we went to the school to suprise my babe and so sheri could her her boy!!

then we left and packed for our big adventure this weekend

im so excited

im even more excited to come back, shawn has somthing "to ask me" SOOO EXCIUTED

so last night he came to the mall for my 30 min break so cute

so now were just waiting to leave to go

i love not having school!

love love love

PS CHELSEA AND BROOKE so good seeing you girls ive missed you 2!!!

heartsnkisses @ 2005-11-17T05:04:00

2005-11-17T13:10:30Z

so yesterday was a blast

after school, went to taco bell with renee,

then we meet up with shuri and her mom to go to the beach to get pictures taken so fun, still the lady fell on some rocks and like almost broke her camera,

then we all went back to sheri's and got ready for the rest of the day,

going to the bank

then got sheri and i's nose pierced yes we both cried it hurt like a bitch worse then getting a tatto i think...oh well it was worth it

although my dad still hasent seen it..

then went back to sheri , and then went to the constantino , then back to sheri's after picking jake up,

then he <3 came over for a little becuase he wanted to see me!! so cute, me likey!!!!

then we all went to YL so fun yet again!!!

then got home and talked to him <3 "i love being around you" aaahhhhh joy

i miss my LW friends

SOUTHWIND THIS WEEKEND!! SO FUCKING EXCITED

sitting in tv , dont feel like anchoring...

but im guess im out for now!!

PEACE AND LOVE

love love love

2005-11-16T15:02:34Z

so yesterday was fun fun fun

after school, went to pic up pics from walmart so fucking funni!!

then i went to shuri's to hang with her and jake, and we ordered pizza and shiz, and just h un gout and watched harry potter!!! so much fun

then later renee came over and we all chilled,.

then me and renee went to shawns hocky game so much fun we were amused very much soo!!!

then renee left after the game and i stayed with shawn and hung out, so wonderful!! ugh i like him <3

after that i went home, and went to bed and he left me the cutest message EVER!!

so today is gunna ROCK

after schoo me and nee, leave to go to the beach to do pictures with sheri.

then were going to get our nose's perced,

and then going to young life!!! yaya im so excited for our eventfull day!!

this is going to be fun!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

love everyone

AWWW

2005-11-15T18:17:28Z

so yea im sittin nest to shawn in class, and i feel kinda weird cause jeremy is in the same class but oh well fuck him im over his bullshit and immaturity

so shawn leaves for ojt at 12, and class didnt get out till later today so he left calss early so i "went to the bathroom" and walked him to his car, so cute, we hugged and then WE KISSED!!!! omg so fucking happy right now i think i could write forever,,,

i just hope this feeling doesnt go away!

AND MIGHT be getting the nose done OH YEA so excited!!

must fly

love love love

2005-11-15T13:23:58Z

so yesterday after school sheri and i went to taco bell , i swear its my second home, the manager knows all of our orders by heart, and yes he even paid for us yesterday so nice... love

then i went home and took a nap...

got up and sheri and jake came over and we braided his very long blond hair, so funni , and you know how when someone plays with your you wanna fall asleep yes he fell asleep..so cute

then shawn came over to pick me up to go out to eat...

so nice, just talked and ate, it was awsome.. then we came back to my house and sat on my porch and watched laguna, and talked, it was the best ever, we talked about even personal things, it was awsome

then he left, and he called when he got home, and then the usualt texting for 30 min even after we get off the phone, im so happy

he's so cute, and he is bringing me breakfast to school yay!!!

so today going to his hocky game, fun and then i dunno taco bell? haha

this whole week is going to be awsome i can feel it..

love love love

wow

2005-11-14T13:54:32Z

ok so this weekend was pretty mmuch awsome

thursday went to rashers with the crew, so mmuch fun, i dont think anyone could have gotten drunker, haha good times

then friday chilled and re coperated, then went to the game then went home

saturday had to wake up early as hell tto go to work by 8 , after that went to the beach with the ladies, so fun!!! then we got ready and went to rye,, and then came home and got ready for the mr sugar came show!! so much fun!! your my boy blue GO SHAWN BAILEY my boy got 4th <3

then we went to the pimps and heos party which was pretty lame but i suprisingly saw gen, cait, and all them ther which was random but awsome, GEN haha good shit

then we traveled to sirena;s good times,

one thing i kinda hate, people who dont know me know me as the girl on the news so fucking annoying...

omg so fucking happy talked to chelsea which brigtned my day even more, i love you girls and miss you and i cant wait till we hang again!!

<3SB, best conversations, but is this going to be another to good to be true?? i hope not.. so i talked to him till 11 awsome and good stuff...

other then that, things are good

things are GREAT

love love love

2005-11-08T13:09:45Z

so lately has been great!

this past weekend was fun, even though i didnt do alot, i was pissed i couldnt really do n e thing saturday i had to wake up at 6 30 for my new job!!!!

monday: had alot of fun with sherri, plus she came with me to meet scott, yes scott romeo, so dont ask... this is how we got together may be comfusing but i get it, he is my sisters, boyfriends older sister's boyfriends, brother.... confusing i know

so she left after like 10 min and then we just hung out together then went to my sisters to hang with her an her BF, and then we went back to his house to sit by the fire , so cute

yesterday, went to taco bell went to the beach with christy and jen and sheri, and scott happened to be there so he came and sat with me,,,, so cute, and then we all left, and me and sheri clened our cars for like an hour becuase sean decided to put water and pancack batter on my car, to get us back, good one it like didnt come off, oh well,

then me and sheri got ready for our DOUBLE DATE, so cute and me being retarted i didnt bring my ID to watch saw 2, honestly i think people should know the difference between a 16 year old and somone who is 18, fuckers, so we saw the fog instead i thought it was alright, then we all left and i took sheri and her boy home and then me and scott went back to his house to sit by yet again another fire...so cute

then i went home

so right now i feel sick my throat hurts and i have a migrain it feels like,

so things are going GOOD...

i feel like eating a chop stick salad, mmm maybe ill have to leave 2nd enrichment schedule today... fucking HAte it..

but i must fly

goodbye

heartsnkisses @ 2005-11-03T20:33:00

2005-11-04T01:39:19Z

OK so apparently, on my last post the c was for crush, and it says my little sisters boyfriends name, well that a mistake i forgot that one , sorry a bout the misup i know a couple people were freakin...

so besides that

been sleepin today

holy shit the luguna episode i havent watched is on, yess.. so good

um so yea, kinda in a bad mood,

for some reason i feel like ******

told you this feelings wouldnt last..

board

2005-11-03T15:59:49Z

A - Age you got your first kiss: 12 haha sluttt
B - Band listening to right now: Edwin McCain-I'll Be
C - Crush: Vinnie Vinopal <33333
D - Dad's name: Russell
E - Easiest person[s] to talk to: MY SISTER sherri renee, allison
F - Favorite bands at the moment: dashboard, click 5
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: wormmsss
H - Hometown: Detriot
I - Instruments: umm that one thing
K - Kids: hellz naw
L - Longest car ride ever: long time, up to Michigan
M - Mom's name: Lisa
N - Nicknames: Big tits magee, d cup, britt, b, boobies, brit-ta-tit-ny
P - Phobia[s]:alligators, shark, snakes
Q - Quote: live like you were dying
R - Reason to smile: my friends and family
S - Song you sang last: I'll Be- Edwin McCain
T - Time you woke up [today]: 5:30 this new time thing has got me all f'd up
U - Unknown fact[s] about me: i have 2 tattoo's?
V - Vegetable you dislike: green beans,peas
W - Worst habit(s): procrastinating,assuming
X - X-rays you've had: stomach, ankle, chest
Y - Yummy food: wraps from TS, smoothies, ice cream
Z - Zodiac sign: scropio

best birthday EVER!!!

2005-11-03T15:47:23Z

so to sum up my birthday it was pretty much no IT WAS the best birthdya ive Ever had

for one my best's suprised the hell outta me, with the best stuff, my car and ballons and the signs were awsome, plus taco bell who could complain

then i got my 2nd tat which hurt like a mother fucker

plus i talked to eylse and allison which was the best plus i got another happy birthday from brooke, GIRLS: im so glad were talking again y ou have no idea how much more happy that made me!!

thanks to everyone else you who called / texted/ e mailed me, i really appriciate it

then i came home, and still had more gifts from my dad, which i wasent expecting since he had already gave me so much...it was just awsome

ilove everyone

life as we know it is the best,

im so happy

and today im even more excited becuase i gget to go to lakewood, im soo happy!! i miss everyone so frekaing mch

love love love

heartsnkisses @ 2005-11-02T06:25:00

2005-11-02T11:28:07Z

so i wake up on my birthday morning, a little too ealry im use the the old hours,

and read megan morans...LJ, can we say JEALOUS< fuck you, just becuase he came to hang out with me, she has to write bullshit about me, get over HE DOESNT LIKE YOU, and if you knew what was really going on you'd feel stupid as fuck

so n e ways im not gunna let that get me down...

so for my birthday i want....******, yea but thats a wish that wont come true

n e ways, getting my tat today!!! so excited!!!

had alot of fun yesterday with sherri went to mall, and then just ran around in the rain!! god i love her!

but guess il attempt getting ready now, ill repost lata